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Strong Supporter by patientlove004, literature

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Strong Supporter

I don’t want to cry. I want to show you that I am strong. I want you to know that I can handle it without you. I want you to know that I am a strong woman. I don’t want to cry. I want to show you that I won’t be an emotional wreck. I want you to know that I happy for you. Not sad. I want you to know that I support you. I can’t cry baby. My tears can no longer fall. I need to be a strong supporter for you.

A Warrior For You by patientlove004, literature

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A Warrior For You

I don’t want to handle this at all. I don’t think I can. Months without your touch. Months without your kiss. Months without your arms around me. Months without seeing your face. Months without looking into your beautiful green eyes. Months without you lying next to me. Months with just a teddy bear to hold. Not the real you. I can only pretend. Months without you telling me to have sweet dreams every night. Months without your smile. Months without holding your hand. The feel of your soft skin. Months without you tickling me until I laugh uncontrollably. Months without you making me laugh. Months without you ther

Her Imperfect Beautiful Self by patientlove004, literature

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Her Imperfect Beautiful Self

She is imperfectly beautiful. She doesn’t need makeup to cover up all her flaws. She doesn’t need the shimmery, sparkly, shiny, eyeshadow. Her dark brown eyes are beautiful and she doesn’t need it to take away from them. She doesn’t need the shimmery, sparkly, shiny lip gloss or “lip plumper.” Her lips are beautiful without adding to them. She doesn’t need blush to make her cheeks pink. Her natural cheeks are much better. She doesn’t need powder to cover up her imperfections. She’s beautiful. All the imperfections and all. She doesn’t need the highlights in her hair or a

Diamond by patientlove004, literature

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Diamond

She is like a diamond Shining so brightly in this world. She has suffered so much more than many can imagine. And she is still okay. She has been thrown around in every direction and survived every fall. It seemed to not phase her at all. She looked passed all of it and kept going. She kept living her life to be the best she could be. She is unbreakable. Like a diamond. Her strength is immense and she can make her way through anything. She is beautifully and uniquely made. Nothing can change that. She lets her light shine so brightly. She is determined to change the world by shining her light to others. She is a diamond.

My Dear Heavnely Father by patientlove004, literature

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My Dear Heavnely Father

My Dear Heavenly Father, I am your child but I am so far away from you. How could I live without you? You are the one. The one that always was. Always Is. And Always will be. You love me way too much for me to just push you aside. You are my Heavenly Father. Why should I live without you? You know my every dream, every desire, every thought, every move, every hurt, every tear, everything. You know everything there is to know about me. I can come to you better than anyone else. You understand it all. You make sure I don’t fall. I can’t live without you. My Dear Heavenly Father, I’m coming back to you t

What You Are by patientlove004, literature

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What You Are

I could search all day long for the perfect quote, the perfect song, or the perfect poem to describe how I feel about you, or how much I love you, or how wonderful you are, and how much you bring to my life. But you know, I can’t find any that are even close. I could search for years and never find one that was good enough. You grow to be an even better person each and every day. I could even write my own poem, or song and it still not be enough. There are no words to describe your awesomeness. There are no words to describe what you mean to me, what you do for me, and what you are to me. You are the most beautiful thing t

This Is All I Can Really Say by patientlove004, literature

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This Is All I Can Really Say

This is all I can really say. I can’t even fathom my undying love for you. It’s even hard for me to understand. It’s so complex. It’s unbelievably grand. I can’t explain it at all. I just know it’s there and I know it’s real. I just know it’s something that’s bigger than anything I’ve ever experienced and it just keeps getting bigger. That’s all I can really say.

Lost Girl Found by patientlove004, literature

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Lost Girl Found

She finally found her place. The place to show her face. The place to stand up for what she believes. She found her true passion. She found where she fits in perfectly. She found her dream. Her niche. She found herself. She found a place where she can take part in changing the world. Make it a better place to live. She finally found it. She won’t stop at anything to get it. She’s going to grab it and hang on to it. And not let go. She’s no longer lost. She found her.

My Prince by patientlove004, literature

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My Prince

You are my prince. You are too good to be true but instead you are really real. You are my knight in shining armor that rescued me. You rescued me from the reality of this world and You make everything okay. You are the man that every other man wishes he could be. You are the man in that romantic movie that every girl wishes she could have. The man that every girl sees only in her dreams and wishes that she could really see. You are the sunshine in my day no matter the weather. You make me see everything in a new light. No matter what happens you make every day bright. You are the rainbow in my day no matter if there is rain or

The Beginning by patientlove004, literature

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The Beginning

We've finnaly made it to a year. This year that has passed, we've shared everything. Our deepest darkest secrets, our tears, our laughs, our desires, our love, our passion, our hobbies, our souls. We know each other so well. After this year, we are still together. So deeply passionately in love. Still going strong. It's deeper, stronger, and more passionate every day. And it's going to stay that way. For many years to come.

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Strong Supporter by patientlove004, literature

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Strong Supporter

A Warrior For You by patientlove004, literature

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A Warrior For You

Her Imperfect Beautiful Self by patientlove004, literature

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Her Imperfect Beautiful Self

Diamond by patientlove004, literature

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Diamond

My Dear Heavnely Father by patientlove004, literature

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My Dear Heavnely Father

What You Are by patientlove004, literature

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What You Are

This Is All I Can Really Say by patientlove004, literature

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This Is All I Can Really Say

Lost Girl Found by patientlove004, literature

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Lost Girl Found

My Prince by patientlove004, literature

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My Prince

The Beginning by patientlove004, literature

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The Beginning

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Final Message by Loveless-affairs, literature

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Final Message

Now that my life is coming to an end I would like to send out a message to a friend A keeper of secrets a favorite of heart The one I loved from beginning to start Do not worry if the sense has met depart Recollect the times when we would laugh Everything was flowing like a line on a graph We were so happy with the way things were It didn't matter to us whether one of us erred We'd accept it as something silly that occurred My sadness has grown; remembering this time Now it seems like you are different yet sublime I always felt that I never could fully protect All of yourself and the pain you'd deflect Making me think of this ha

No Trial by braveheart06, literature

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No Trial

No trial can we face That God will not be there He will comfort and guide He truly does care He will give us wisdom That comes only from above Out of His infinite mercy And His infinite love He will never fail us When we put our trust in Him He will give us light When all around us is dim He loves all His children He keeps us in all we do He is willing to pardon If we ask Him to There is no need to fear What ever we may face For He will guard and protect us By His unfailing grace

Sunrise Romance by RedAndBlackStripes, literature

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Sunrise Romance

"Do you want to watch the sunrise with me?" I wouldn't miss it for the world. Cuddle up close. The beach is very cold, and you're in short sleeves. Put your arms around me once again. Pull me in. Let me lay my head on your chest. Watching the sunrise with the soundtrack of your heart beat. Looking up at you, gazing into your eyes. You're just as beautiful as the sunrise. The sun is almost up now. Why does it have to rise so fast? Can't I stay here with you forever.. Inbetween the warm rays of golden sun? With all the colors beaming on our face? You look down at me smileing, with happiness in your eyes. "Stay with me forever."

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Flesh Wound by avoiderdragon, literature

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Flesh Wound

How does a wounded soldier find rescue amidst the bodies of his dead comrades? If lucky, some morphine and antiseptic would be available if he has the strength to help himself. Other than that, he would need someone. How does a broken man mend the remnants of his will? There isn't much to salvage while his spirit laying in wreckage. Perhaps a piece of advice or reassurance should get him back on his feet, but only if still within reach. Perhaps all he needs to be reached by someone else. Distance is such a comfort for the lonely. However, it gets tiring and the loner wants to break out from time to time, only to regret it later on. It feels

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About patientlove004

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 18 years
www.myspace.com/PureExpression07
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Well I absolutely love music. I sing in the choir at my church and also on the Ladies' praise team. I love singing and listening to music. I am engaged to the love of my life. He is my everything. I have been engaged since February 14th of 2008. We are both trying to get things situated so we can geet married soon. I am a full-time student in college as a freshman. And I work at a department store about 30 or so hours a week. I mainly write poetry and I do a bit of photography. I have written a few essay type things, but haven't written something like that in so long. I am going to try to write more though.

Current Residence: Oklahoma. (USA)
Favourite genre of music: Christian Rock
Favourite style of art: abstraction
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny, Pink Panther, Alvin and The Chipmunks

Favourite Visual Artist

Thomas Kinkade

Favourite Movies

Mr. Deeds

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

I can't name a favorite. I like a LOT.

Favourite Writers

various

Favourite Games

Sonic 3 and Knuckles

Tools of the Trade

pen, pencil, paper, heart, mind, and soul.

Other Interests

God, acting, dancing, singing, guitar/piano, writing, creativity, photography, individuality

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patientlove004

Oct 3, 2009

Hey Everyone.

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I have a new account it's armywife2009.deviantart.com If you'd like to continue viewing my works go visit it. This account just got old and unsatisfactory to me so yea. If you still want to see than go to that link.

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patientlove004

Apr 2, 2009

Warrior For God and a Warrior for my soldier

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I never have had to be so strong before. I have never had something consume my mind this much. The only thing I think about is that he won't be here, all the things I'll miss. My fiancee joined the Army. He'll be gone for about 6 months or so for basic training and AIT. But it will bring so many good things for us. We'll get married right after he is done with all his training. We'll actually be able to have a wedding. So that's exciting. I love him very much and I have to be as strong as possible for him. I want him to know I support him and that I am happy for him. I really don't want to cry about it. I know at times it will be hard but..he

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patientlove004

Mar 15, 2009

Finally

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Finally, I've written poems again. I feel like I have not written something in such a long time. I guess I'm so busy all the time now with work and school and other things outside of school that I am ordered to do, I feel like i can't find the time to write anything. (but i actually had time to start reading "Eclipse" finally.)But yea I wrote 2 new poems and I'll try to keep writing. I miss how much I used to write all the time. I need to get back into that again.

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thanks for the fave

Thank you for the

Lydia. I appreciate that

b1gfan

Jan 15, 2009

Hi Lydia

I was just reading around at random in the new posts and came across your gallery

Please accept a friendly

form a fellow dA poet

Me2Smart4U

Nov 28, 2008

Just dropping by to let you know
you have a very Beautiful gallery... I have added you to my friends list for a good reason...You are very talented indeed

... I want to keep an eye on your wonderful work and I hope you don't mind adding me to your

stmkurt

Oct 12, 2008

THANKS FOR THE WATCH!!!! and it is RETURNED!!!

Thank You!

hey, i just wanted to let you know that i featured you in a journal [link]